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HELLO!

I write about interesting things happen in my life.

I don't write about boys stuff. I write about Shizari's stuff.

I don't wish to impress here. Its just a blog. Not a competition.

I'll just be myself.

Do mail me if there's anything.
zali_pop@hotmail.com

ME!

SHIZARI CAREY, 20

I'm just your not-so-typical-boy-next-door.

I talk excessively. I can be so drama that you'll hate me. I've got this wild & dramatic imagination. I love to imagine.

& I love to eat. I don't even understand why.

I'm the boy who don't talk about football. I talk about things that are more interesting.

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Deeper Conversation-Yuna.mp3 - Yuna

Tuesday, July 14

Imagine tiada bulan.
Imagine tiada bintang.
Malam akan kelam.Malam tiada terang.
Imagine tiada kamu.
Imagine tiada aku.
Malamku tiada beradu.
Malammu tiada syahdu.
I always look at the same star every night.
And I promise I'll always be your knight.
Imagine burung bernyanyi.
Imagine sang bayu menari.
Pagi tambah seri.
Pagi tambah murni.
Imagine tiada belaianmu.
Imagine tiada kasihku.
Pagiku penuh jemu.
Pagimu penuh keliru.
I'll take all the stars in the sky.
Dissolve in my love potion.
Promise me that you'll forever be mine.
Loving me with full devotion.
6:48 PM
Monday, June 29

I miss being loved truly, madly, deeply.
Let me be in love,
without tears,
without wrongdoings.

Not the love that will hurt me and leave me hanging again.
Save me from this disappointment,
rescue my love from destroying,
put away my never ending loneliness.

Free me from this situation,
bring perfection to my life from getting heartbroken.
Is there anyone that wants to save me from this loneliness.
11:33 PM
Wednesday, June 24
Oh baby, NS!














Hey love. Today was great. I spent the whole time outside. Hah. I went to do some stuff regarding my NS enlistment. I can't wait to complete everything. I want go back studying.

Due to my lack of time, I couldn't join the girls for the photoshoot. I wish I was there. Its okay, maybe going for another photoshoot this weekend or so.I miss my girls, and decided to join them for dinner at Roma. Its been long since I been there. Nice food, nice place. I love to see my friends smile & be happy. I just feel great.
1:41 AM
Monday, June 22
Worry.

For the first time, I went speechless, my heart beats faster in every word
you said.
When night comes, I just got the urge to pen down my feelings.
They say to miss someone is sweet, but for me this is suffer.

For a
moment, I thought I wanna hate you but its so difficult.
I close my eyes, to
search for senerity.
In my dream, I am in a junction.
A junction where
its difficult to make a decision.

I hold tight all the memories in my
arms.
The miracles I had, was too amazing.

If there's love or no
love for me, I don't mind.
But I lost apart of me.
4:02 AM
Saturday, June 13
When Lindah turns 20.















Hey love. Celebrated Lindah's birthday, had a picnic at Sembawang Park. It was just a simple celebration, accompanied by good food and great laughter.

She's 20. I still got a few months to go. For me age, don't really matter. What matter is how much have you changed every year. Not just phsyically but mentall too. Like, life experiences, and your maturity level.

They say when I talk serious, I'm damn matured. I guess so too. I think its because of how much you went through in your life and you're able to reflect on it.

I always do this before I sleep, I will reflect what I've done today. Then, I'll start thinking what I should have done, and shouldn't have done. And, I'll think about tomorrow, what are my plans.

Maybe that's why, I can't get asleep fast. I spend my quiet time, thinking. Thinking and thinking. Hee.
3:04 PM
Friday, June 12
Her charmbracelet.





Hey love. I met Lindah, just to give her an early surprise for her birthday. I've been keeping her present for weeks & I just can't bear to wait any longer. So yeah, met up with her after so long.

I really hope she like what I bought for her. It has some kind of meaning to the charm-bracelet that I bought for her.

Hehe.

When I wanted to meet her, I wanted to share my problems with her but I just can't. Her presence just make all my troubles disappear for that moment. I feel good when I'm with her.
4:12 AM
Tuesday, June 9
Holding back those tears.



Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
im learning you
Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you
And if you dont mind
**
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears and
Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me
I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too.

Hey love. I'm currently listening to Yuna. You should check her songs.

Anyways, this coming Saturday is Lindah's birthday. I'm just excited to give her presents. I just wanna observed her expression.

I would like to express myself here. Only here, I can express myself. I've been keeping everything to myself. Does it hurt? I don't know. I'm afraid to let it out. I'm afraid I might not be strong. I wrote something.

I was on bed, cuddle my favourite pillow.
I close my eyes, I see pain.
I hug my pillow tighter.
I hear myself talking.
Talking to myself.
Letting it out to me.

My cheeks were wet.
Wet with tears which have been wanting to escape.
My favourite pillow were wet.
Wet with tears which have been wanting to let go.

I'm afraid to let it flow.
I'm afraid.

I hide my feelings.
I hide my emotions.
But I never hide my smile, my laughter.

You see me.
I'm laughing with you.

I close my eyes, again.
I hear myself talking.
What's wrong?
Are you okay?

I couldn't answer.

I force myself to escape.
Escape to my dreamland.
Escape from the misery.
Escape to fantasy.




I guess I'm lonely. My heart is lonely. I do have alot of friends around me who always there for me. I know my real true friends whom I never forget. Its just that my heart is lonely. I miss the times where I can talk my hearts out for hours with a soulmate and where I listen to her too.

And, while typing this I'm still holding back my tears.
11:54 PM