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2009-07-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

Imagine tiada bulan.
Imagine tiada bintang.
Malam akan kelam.Malam tiada terang.

Imagine tiada kamu.
Imagine tiada aku.
Malamku tiada beradu.
Malammu tiada syahdu.

I always look at the same star every night.
And I promise I'll always be your knight.

Imagine burung bernyanyi.
Imagine sang bayu menari.
Pagi tambah seri.
Pagi tambah murni.

Imagine tiada belaianmu.
Imagine tiada kasihku.
Pagiku penuh jemu.
Pagimu penuh keliru.

I'll take all the stars in the sky.
Dissolve in my love potion.
Promise me that you'll forever be mine.
Loving me with full devotion.

2009-06-29T23:33:00.003+08:00

I miss being loved truly, madly, deeply.
Let me be in love,
without tears,
without wrongdoings.

Not the love that will hurt me and leave me hanging again.
Save me from this disappointment,
rescue my love from destroying,
put away my never ending loneliness.

Free me from this situation,
bring perfection to my life from getting heartbroken.
Is there anyone that wants to save me from this loneliness.

Oh baby, NS!

2009-06-24T01:41:00.006+08:00

Hey love. Today was great. I spent the whole time outside. Hah. I went to do some stuff regarding my NS enlistment. I can't wait to complete everything. I want go back studying.

Due to my lack of time, I couldn't join the girls for the photoshoot. I wish I was there. Its okay, maybe going for another photoshoot this weekend or so.I miss my girls, and decided to join them for dinner at Roma. Its been long since I been there. Nice food, nice place. I love to see my friends smile & be happy. I just feel great.

Worry.

2009-06-22T04:02:00.005+08:00

For the first time, I went speechless, my heart beats faster in every word
you said.
When night comes, I just got the urge to pen down my feelings.
They say to miss someone is sweet, but for me this is suffer.

For a
moment, I thought I wanna hate you but its so difficult.
I close my eyes, to
search for senerity.
In my dream, I am in a junction.
A junction where
its difficult to make a decision.

I hold tight all the memories in my
arms.
The miracles I had, was too amazing.

If there's love or no
love for me, I don't mind.
But I lost apart of me.

When Lindah turns 20.

2009-06-13T15:04:00.007+08:00

Hey love. Celebrated Lindah's birthday, had a picnic at Sembawang Park. It was just a simple celebration, accompanied by good food and great laughter.

She's 20. I still got a few months to go. For me age, don't really matter. What matter is how much have you changed every year. Not just phsyically but mentall too. Like, life experiences, and your maturity level.

They say when I talk serious, I'm damn matured. I guess so too. I think its because of how much you went through in your life and you're able to reflect on it.

I always do this before I sleep, I will reflect what I've done today. Then, I'll start thinking what I should have done, and shouldn't have done. And, I'll think about tomorrow, what are my plans.

Maybe that's why, I can't get asleep fast. I spend my quiet time, thinking. Thinking and thinking. Hee.

Her charmbracelet.

2009-06-12T04:12:00.005+08:00

Hey love. I met Lindah, just to give her an early surprise for her birthday. I've been keeping her present for weeks & I just can't bear to wait any longer. So yeah, met up with her after so long.

I really hope she like what I bought for her. It has some kind of meaning to the charm-bracelet that I bought for her.

Hehe.

When I wanted to meet her, I wanted to share my problems with her but I just can't. Her presence just make all my troubles disappear for that moment. I feel good when I'm with her.

Holding back those tears.

2009-06-09T23:54:00.007+08:00

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
im learning you
Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And im learning you
And if you dont mind
**
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears and
Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me
I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too.

Hey love. I'm currently listening to Yuna. You should check her songs.

Anyways, this coming Saturday is Lindah's birthday. I'm just excited to give her presents. I just wanna observed her expression.

I would like to express myself here. Only here, I can express myself. I've been keeping everything to myself. Does it hurt? I don't know. I'm afraid to let it out. I'm afraid I might not be strong. I wrote something.

I was on bed, cuddle my favourite pillow.
I close my eyes, I see pain.
I hug my pillow tighter.
I hear myself talking.
Talking to myself.
Letting it out to me.

My cheeks were wet.
Wet with tears which have been wanting to escape.
My favourite pillow were wet.
Wet with tears which have been wanting to let go.

I'm afraid to let it flow.
I'm afraid.

I hide my feelings.
I hide my emotions.
But I never hide my smile, my laughter.

You see me.
I'm laughing with you.

I close my eyes, again.
I hear myself talking.
What's wrong?
Are you okay?

I couldn't answer.

I force myself to escape.
Escape to my dreamland.
Escape from the misery.
Escape to fantasy.

I guess I'm lonely. My heart is lonely. I do have alot of friends around me who always there for me. I know my real true friends whom I never forget. Its just that my heart is lonely. I miss the times where I can talk my hearts out for hours with a soulmate and where I listen to her too.

And, while typing this I'm still holding back my tears.

All about girls.

2009-05-31T01:19:00.003+08:00

Hello love. I find girls, specifically women, very interesting, amazing yet difficult to be understand.

Sometimes, I just simply can't understand them. I don't know what they want and what's in their mind. Maybe I'm different from your typical boys out there, that's why I see women in another perspective.

I respect woman. Yes, I do. For me, without woman, I don't know what will happen to the world. Woman are amazing. I respect them.

I always remind myself to treat my soulmate, just like how I treat my Mum. No formalities, just plain respect and being myself.

Honesty and sincerity is the key.

Everytime, I approach her, she will me give this 'cold treatment'. I don't know what it means. Sometimes, I thought of giving up. And at this point, I admit, I'm tired. But a part of me, tell me to keep holding on. How do I keep holding if I don't get her responds.

I'm not a kind of boy, who will always be there to give them 100% attention. I don't like girls who just sits around and wait for my call. I hate that, alot.

For me, oh come on. Why do boys always need to be the one who find the girls and cherish the girl with all the attention? How about we boys?

For me love is about give and take. I give, you take. You give, I take. It can't be, I give, you take, I give, you take.

I do need your attention, and do need your response.

What you guys think?

Love sucks. Thank god, I'm single. Yet not available. I'm not going into a relationship till I'm ready and I think she's the one.

I guess its all just pure dating now.

):

Not rich enough.

2009-05-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'M RICH!

Its all hard earn, guys. After a hardwork, I wanna go for a vacation!

Jamie is 20!

2009-05-18T17:12:00.003+08:00

I know I'm late, tell me about it. I've been busy these days with everything. Muay thai lessons are great. I love it. I look forward for every lesson. And ya, trying to finish up my bike lessons as soon as I can.

Okay, last week was Jamie's birthday. I joined them for dinner at NewyorkNewyork. The food was nice. I wanna go there again.

Hmm, its kinda like a ritual for us, to have dinner together on birthdays. I hope this will continue and continue. Its great to have good friends always by your side till you get old. Haha. I really pray that the seven of us will stay together although later part of our life, we'll be busy with our own career or family.

For me, the seven of us are special. Each of us have absolutely different personality. But the difference in us that make us so comfortable with each other. Its like jigsaw puzzle, every piece is different shape but when it is put together, it'll be a perfect picture.

Hehe. Agree?

I bet you agree, right?

The weirdest thing for me is, I can remember your full name. Okay, who's Yan Ling? How about, Jia Wen. Hmm, Porky-piggy-kendo expert-water fountain-okay-that-alot. I guess you know who is that.

Claudia must wondering why I didn't mention her name. Okay fine, Claudia Chew Yi Jun! Haha. And Ang Ku Kueh. Oops. Its Ang Hui Ting.

I love ang ku kueh with the red bean paste. Yummy. Hehe.

Okay, that's it. I will update soon.

Its so me.

2009-04-28T22:09:00.008+08:00

OH! Hello. I got this from Jamie. Its like so accurate. Almost accurate, I would say. Those in red are what I think is accurate.

SCORPIO MAN

A man with a foggy clouds over him. He is sensitive and easily hurt and
always feels lonely. He does not trust anyone but himself. Sounding so
negative, but he has an amazingly charisma. He is a compassionate man . He
absorbs other people sentimental feeling and pain.

He is a good psychiatrist and he could understand complex and confused
feeling. He has a hidden power that he could use it to make things happen
and do things well. He does not like people who never try to help themselves
before asking other people for favors. He is the type of guy who mostly
achieved his goal in life.Once he sets his mind for something, he will put
all his energy and efforts in it , whether or not it is a small matter or a
big project. One of the most success man in all the Zodiac.

He is a very patient man and can waits for years to reach his goal. He hates
thin feeling and weak determinations. He can not retreat or rest for long,
for he thinks life has more questions and more answer to be searched.

If he is in love, you will get plenty of love from him, sometimes may be too
much than you have asked for. He is serious about love and relationship and
will not waste time with someone he does not love whether how pretty she is.

He hardly makes mistake. He could tell if you have any bad thought, and will
not hesitate to tell you so. If you do not like straight forward sincere
man, then pack your bag now. If you are an over sensitive person, try not to
ask for his comments. He will tell you the truth, even you might not be able
to take it. Example , if you ask him if you are fat (and you are fat), he
will say 'yes, as big as a balloon'. He makes such comments because he cares
for you, so do something about your weight and do not get up set with him.

If he says 'you look pretty today', you can be proud because he will not say
such think just to please you if he does not really mean it. There will be
both kind of people, those who like him and those who hate him. If you are
in love this guy, be strong and belief in your decision, do not be
vulnerable. He remembers all his anger and will wait for his pay back time.

He is very serious about your promise, do not promise something you could
not keep. He loves his friends and will do anything for his close friends.
He likes you to take care of him, but not in front of his friend. He is a
complex man and you will never understand what he means if you do not really
know him. He is happy to know he is a complex figure. When he is thinking or
when he needs his privacy, you should give him some space.

He memorize everything well. You may say something that you already
forgotten, but he will remember every words. He wants to be respected and
admired and at the same time he does not like people to have power over him.

When he falls in love, he really falls deep. A man in this Zodiac once in
love, he will be sweeter than sugar. He does not like a plain and simple
woman. A complex woman's mind is his venture. Always be interesting and able
to talk to him about every things in any subjects. He does not like a woman
who sits around waiting for his call.

I think this the most accurate horoscope about me so far. Actually not only those in red that I think is accurate, but there are more. Hehe.

Anyway, this week is hectic for me. I jogged twice a day. And I avoid eating too much. I'm so excited to see the new me. I'm gonna work hard for it since I got plenty of time. Tomorrow, I'm gonna jog 3 times. *smiles widely*

Poetic me.

2009-04-26T02:01:00.008+08:00

Something that I've wrote last year. I took this opportunity to post in my blog and share with you guys.

Sweetlove

Heartbroken,
Tak bisa diungkap dengan kata-kata
Jiwa dihiris bagaikan sembilu

Kasih,
Kau kata kau cinta
Kau kata kau sayang

Tapi why?
Adakah aku berdosa?
Adakah aku bersalah?

I'm naive.
I'm blinded.
Semua kerna cinta.
Tak mungkin ku kembali
Setelah kau hancurkan harapan

Aku redha.

Reasons,

Cukup ku dengar semuanya

Tak mungkin ku percaya lagi

Sayang,

You're still in my heart

Kau tetap disanubari

Memori,

Simpan semuanya

Kenang bila kau rindu

Goodbye,

Ku pergi buat selamanya

Ku tinggalkan kau ketika cinta membara

Sorry,

I still love you

I will miss you

And another one.

Sekali Lagi

Ku tak pernah bisa mengutai
Kata-kata indah bermakna
Tapi hati selalu terfikir kan mu

Ku akan selalu mencintai
Walau-walau sudah berpisah
Kerna kau cinta pertama ku

Sampai kini ku mencari pengganti kamu
Oh, tidak mungkin ku akan dapat memiliki
Diri mu sekali lagi...

Andai masa dapat diputar
Ku ingin memulakan
Segalanya semuanya sekali lagi

Semuanya hanya tinggal memori
Tapi ku percaya akan dapat temui cinta sejati
Sekali lagi...

Mental disorder.

2009-04-25T04:20:00.004+08:00

I think I've got mental disorder.

Yes! I'm not kidding. Let get serious.

This happen to me every time. Every time. There was this once, when I was 9, I thought the girl was laughing to me. I saw her looking at me and kept laughing. I went to her. And freaking pull her shirt. I was damn pissed off. Although I was not sure if she was laughing/talking about me.

I'm getting sick with this. Its killing me. It happen to me all the time. I keep having the thing going on my head, "She's talking about you. Look at her. She's looking at you. She's saying bad things about you. Go to her, confront her!"

Am I crazy?

There was this once also, I was with Lindah in the train to Orchard. We were standing at the side of the door. The train was not crowded that day. I freaking saw this couple looking at me and keep laughing and they just can't stop. I was kinda mad. I turn my head to another side and I saw a few people keep looking at me. Everyone in the train is talking about me!

I swear. I told Lindah, she calmed me down. I was pissed off with the whole situation. I thought those people were talking about me or saying to themselves about me.

When I was a kid, I live at 4th storey at Yishun. We moved out when I was 12. So, I usually take the lift to level 6. I was lazy to climb the stairs up. So I prefer climbing down. Old HDB houses are like that, they only have lifts on level 1,6, 11.

So I will take the lift to level 6 and walk all the way towards the stairway at the end corner. My house was at the corner. So, when I was come out of the lift, I will run. Yes, run. Very fast, as if someone is running after me. The fact is no one was there. Not even a single soul. I will run so fast as if I was being chased by someone who will harm me. I would be so scared. Sometimes I cry.

When I think back again, why I did that?

I always get this voice talking to me. Calling my name. Even now.

I can be angry one moment and happy another moment. I would be angry for no reason. Sometimes I will just keep quiet and be moody for no reason. If you guys realise especially those who're close to me. You will notice, there's a day or few days which I don't talk to you guys in school or etc.

I don't do it on purpose. I don't know why. I even do that to my family members. Hmm. Help me?

):

Crazy day for me.

2009-04-23T23:17:00.004+08:00

Today was a crazy day. You guys want to know? I don't think so. But maybe lah, if not you guys won't keep reading till now. Right? Who continuing reading this is dumb ass, slap your face. NOW!

That's crazy.

Okay, today was really crazy for me. I couldn't sleep although wanted to sleep. Insomnia sucks. That's crazy No.1.

And I left my pc ON, the whole night. Such a inconvenient boy. That's crazy No.2.

Okay. I read the book that I've borrowed from the library the previous day till 0400. That's crazy No.3.

I fell a sleep and woke up at 0930 with the book in my shirt. I don't know how it get there. That's crazy No.4.

I woke up with one eye open and walk to the toilet like a crazy boy. That's crazy No.5.

This is really crazy. With 1 eye open, I took the shaver and put toothpaste on it. And, I realised, it's a freaking shaver! Omg. I nearly shave all my teeth. Teeth not tits, Jamie. That's crazy No. 7.

Coz Jamie is crazy. That's why I included here in. That's why it 7. Understand? Okay, fine I explained. Crazy No. 6 is the shaver mistaken as a toothbrush. And No.7 is Jamie.

Okay, this is not crazy for me, coz it always happen to me. Everytime indeed. I blow dry my hair and perspire. Crazy. Then I switched on my hair straigthener. And straighthen my hair lah, what else? Armpit hair? No, okay. I burnt my ear. I don't know why, but I always accidentally, put on my ears. That's crazy No.8.

I'm still perspiring for God's sake.

Why is blog post so long like Ah Hui? This is crazy No.9.

I went to school. And bought Pocari Sweat! My favourite! That's not crazy.

I stood in front of the lift and waited for the girls. That's not crazy either.

They screamed. Jamie screamed actually. And followed by Claudia. And I don't know who. Coz' my brain not fast enough to capture everything.

Claudia thought I was in China.

Haha. That's crazy no. 10.

We went to South canteen to have lunch. And attended lecture. Jamie, Jannie, Vanessa, Si Hui, Alice were sleeping! That's not crazy too. The lecturer as usual in her own world. I was reading Arena.

The lecture hall was empty after the lecture ended. We had so much fun playing tai tee. And laughing like crazy. Okay this is the craziest. That's crazy no. 11.

We were creatively creating wonderful and beautiful names for Ah Hui.

Hehe.

After meeting them, I went to Ang Mo Kio to get something from the cake store. Hehe.

I went back home alone. Still perspiring. So hot! Omg! I feel like dying on the spot. But too many people at Sembawang MRT. I'm afraid that I will appear in the News. Such a waste. I'm dead and appear in the papers. It would be so much better if I'm alive. So I hold back my thoughts.

That's crazy No. 12.

Reached home. My mum talking to me. And she keep laughing. I don't know what it was about. My brain was too tired to capture what she was saying. Its okay.

I slept and went for Muay Thai after that. So much of fun.

Alot of girls. Not so attractive.

When I came in, the instructor ask my weight. I told her 93kg. Then she like silent for 1min 4secs. She keep asking me, as if I'm telling lies. And kept saying, "You don't look like 93kg" I got that alot. People don't believe me. They thought I'm 70-80 kg. If I'm 70 kg I would be skinny. How I wish.

That's crazy No. 13.

And she gave me this freaking small t-shirt for the lesson. How could I fit in that. She's really. Dot. Dot. Dot.

I asked for change.

The lesson was fun. Trust me. I love it.

I can't wait for more. I wanna learn more and lose weight.

Oh ya, before lesson ended, we were told to do push-up and sit-up. Crazy.

I cheated. I don't care. I still want to cheat. I can't even do so many push up & sit up. But its okay, next time I won't cheat again. I will be truthful.

Hehe.

And now, I'm crazy, I'm listening to songs, watching tv shows, and MSN, Facebook. OMG! My brain need a rest.

Hehe.

Although today was crazy but I really really really had a GREAT time with Jam, Dia, Jann, Vann, Ah Hui and Alice. I love you guys alot!

Lovely cupcakes!

2009-04-22T03:50:00.002+08:00

CUPCAKES! Anyone?

These cupcakes are homemade. They look great and of course, taste good! And the best thing is, you can choose your own preference colour and I'll can do it for you. Cupcakes are great for anniversaries, birthday gifts, or just a special gift for your special one.

Do contact me, zali_pop@hotmail.com for details. Please order at least 2 weeks in advance.

Sushi my love.

2009-04-22T03:16:00.005+08:00

Hello!

This sounds stupid. But I enjoy eating sushi. I do. Especially with Lindah. I really enjoy sushi so much. I always dream sleeping with sushis all over me. And trust me, I can just eat sushi and sushi and sushi all day long. Or even forever.

Kampung days.

2009-04-22T02:56:00.003+08:00

Back to Kampung!

It was on 27March. Haha. We had a wedding invitation at my Aunt's place, Johor Bahru. It was a beautiful journey. I spend my time looking at the greenery. It was mountains, and palm plantations. Oh ya, my niece, Rae Ann tagged along too.

Ferris wheel not.

2009-04-22T02:41:00.003+08:00

Singapore flyer!

I went there with Lindah, Mynts and Sharil. I was kinda excited as it was my 1st time taking the flyer. Quite a worth ride, but with the Marina Sands completed, it would be more enchanting. Hehe.

Black mask.

2009-03-05T16:05:00.004+08:00

I bought this product at Daiso. Its only $2. It's actually a mask which helps to remove your whiteheads, blackheads.

Its easy, just apply all over your face. And leave it to dry.

Peel it off & TADAA! You can really see the white heads on the mask when you peel it off.

While waiting for train, to Dhoby Ghaut. We are so damn excited about the movie!

3D glasses!

Cool huh?

Andersens's ice cream after movie!

Hello love.

I really enjoyed the movie. Its was so cool. Its a must-watch!

For next month, I wanna watch Jonas Brother in 3D by Disneys' Pictures. 3D is amazing, it create a whole new experience in the cinema.

You guys must watch, alright!

Some people say money is not everything. But I think money play apart in surviving. You just can't live with love. Yeah, of coz' money can't buy everything.

But with money, you can show love.

Just like Valentines'. You buy a bouquet for your girlfriend=Money. You buy chocolates=Money. Even when you want to get married=Money.

Even the wedding band=Money.

You can't afford to propose to your girlfriend & say, "Would you like to marry me & be with me till eternity?" Your girlfriend, expect at least a ring when you proposed, right?

You can't say, "OH! I love you. Money can't buy my love. Cut my chest open and see how sincere is my heart is."

Stupid, right?

LOL.

Money symbolise love, faith, care.

Try to think it over again.

Always remember, life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes you're up and then you're down. Never forget where you come from when you're up. And never forget to work hard, when you're down. It makes us mature.

I love you.

Gruesome! Bloody Valentine.

2009-03-04T00:47:00.003+08:00

Hello love.

You guys have to watch this movie. Firstly, its 3D! & its violence. Its gonna be fun. Hehe.

I'm still wide awake. I can't sleep as usual.

I can't wait for tomorrow. I'm really excited for the movie. I wonder why. I guess that's it for now. Oh ya, I really wanna go out & have fun. Make me laugh, pls! Hehe.

Gosh! Sushi again.

2009-03-03T17:12:00.004+08:00

Hello love.

The photos above taken on 27 Feb. We went all the way to Bugis for SUSHI! Haha. I was more interested in window-shopping.

I'll be watching the new 3D movie, My Bloody Valentine, tomorrow. I will enjoy myself tomorrow.

Hehe.

I decided to entangle all my accessories & arranged it nicely on my mini-notice board. I bought the board 7 years ago? Haha. I use to put my daily rants, school notes, timetable. But after entering poly, I put my school stuffs in my thumbdrive. Its better.

So yeah, the board was all bare. When to Jam's house for X'mas eve dinner, & saw her wonderful creation. Haha, I thought it was innovative.

Nothing much else.

Always remember, never trust someone 100%, trust yourself first.

Lalala~ to Cashbox studio.

2009-03-02T16:09:00.003+08:00

Hello love.

The photos above are taken at Cashbox. Hehe. It was fun. We were singing like crazy. It was Lindah's treat, so nice of her. Thank you, Lindah.

I wanna go karaoke again, like real soon. Hehe.

I don't understand why we must be in love. I observed, few of my friends suffer and getting hurt just because of love. Its so unfair. I've learnt my lesson. I'm still young, and don't want to waste my youth life, getting hurt and cry to sleep.

I just wish this world is a better place.

I always have this maturity in me. Maybe its all what I've went through. I bet there are more out there who went through more.

Experiences mature us in a way. Falling in love is normal, but when its too much, you will get hurt. I don't want any of my friends getting hurt.

I love all of you - Lindah, My 6 princess, Liyana, Mynty & Ash.

I can be your listening ear, a shoulder to cry on.

School reunion. Not. Engagement.

2009-03-02T15:42:00.008+08:00

Photos from Lindah's sister engagement - 15 Feb!

Hello love.

The photos above are from Lindah's sister engagement. It was like a mini-school-reunion for me. LOL! I really miss secondary school life.

Maybe some of you don't really understand Malay engagement ceremony. For engagement, we exchange gifts, mostly food items. The guy's grandmother will come to put a ring on the girl. They guy shouldn't be there. Only he relatives are allowed.

Nowadays, Malays prefer it to simple.

Hehe.

Unemployed boredom.

2009-03-02T15:19:00.004+08:00

Hello love.

I've not been working for almost 2 weeks. I need another job. Working is fun.

I'm still waiting for NIE. If not, I'll be in NS soon.

I miss my 6 princess. Where are you guys? Hope you guys are doing good during your attachment. I really miss all of you.

I saw Jam few days ago. I was happy to see her after so long. I wanted to hug but Ricardo was beside her. LOL!

Good memories in NYP. We'll meet up soon and also for my dearest Ah Hui's birthday.

Let me share with you a story in this post.

The question was,

"Shizari, I've been problems lately with my parents. Its so difficult to understand them. I want to have freedom. I feel my moves are restricted. Everything I do is wrong to them. Help me, please?"

Putri, 20

My reply would be,

" Parents want the best from us. I'm not a parent myself, but I'm sharing my knowledge & life experiences. Do you know how happy they were went they got you? They want to the best for you. Everything they did is for your best. OK, you mention about freedom? Hmm, freedom is big word. Sometimes, you have to understand why some things happened. You must understand why your parents said NO."

Always remember, not everything that we want, we will get. Coz' there are other things which we never thought of is actually the best for us.

Feast with CoffeeClub colleagues.

2009-02-18T15:57:00.004+08:00

Hello love.

Everyday is the same routine. Aku nak buat something that is more fun, more interesting. I don't even know how to start. I want to learn kick-boxing or thai-boxing.

I want to build up my stamina.

Hah, speaking about stamina, teringatkan Anugerah kat saluran Suria. Aku pernah masuk tapi tak qualified for the next round. Ingatkan nak cuba lagi tahun ni. Patut tak kalau aku cuba tahun ni?

Dah hampir 2 tahun, bukan nak angkat bakul sendiri tapi, aku rasa suara aku macam getting better. Aku dah tahu serba sikit pasal pitching etc. Maybe I've practiced alot.

Tapi masih belum puas hati lagi.

Hah, boring. Aku nak take up make up lesson lah. So that aku boleh lah jadi part time make up artist.

Senyum!

Jangan lah ingat lain pulak. I'm the boy who love to see pretty things especially things that are create by me.

That's it for this post.

Just random photos of my colleagues and me. We went for a late supper, at Lau Pa Sat for some Satay and grilled fish. Hehe.

Always remember, be yourself. Don't try too hard to impress others & resulting in you suffering.

Siti. 1st post. New blog.

2009-02-18T00:41:00.005+08:00

Hello love. Blog baru. Skin pun baru.

Kata orang semua nak baru. Maklumlah, kata manusia biasa kan, especially lelaki; mudah bosan & nak yang baru sahaja. Tak kisah lah baru ke lama ke, asalkan bagus. As long as its something better.

Kesian kawan-kawan kita yang kurang faham apa yang aku cakap. I just try tobe myself. Kekok lah nak tulis dalam bahasa omputih.

Haha. Teringat masa, mula-mula start blogging. Amboi, bukan main lagi, sampai siap check dicitionary lagi. Malas lah. Aku kat sini bukan nak impress orang lain. Cuma catatan, luahan hati saja.

My life have been tough. I guess everyone's too. What's life if without problem.

I'm becoming more independent, I think so. Nak kata bahagia tu, adalah. Nak kata menderita, pun ada jugak. Tapi, sometimes I feel lonely. Macam rindu belaian manja dari seseorang. Tak lah sampai desperate.

Tak nak cerita panjang-panjang pasal hidup aku. Lain kali je lah.

Hah, ni nak cerita pasal Kak Siti kita. Sejak kakak kita yang satu ni baru balek haji, pakai tudung bukan main tutup. Tapi makin hari, mcm nampak rambut. Mula-mula tunjuk anak rambut, lepas tu, tunjuk sikit je rambut depan. Hah, sekarang, sampai siap tunjuk jambul.

Whatever it is, I just pray that Kak Siti tahu apa yang dia buat.

Ucapan takziah untuk Kak Siti sekeluarga, atas pemergian bapa tersayang. Al-fatihah.

Yang hidup, akan mati. Yang datang, akan pergi.

Its very difficult to imagine, kalau kita hilang seseorang yang kita sayang. Tak kira kawan ke, atau keluarga. But for sure, the day will come. Only time will reveal.

That's it for this post. I'm tired.

Always remember, be fortunate of what you have. Appreciate it.